My first poem

hello friends here i am presenting you my first poem and hope you will enjoy it. All the feedbacks will be highly appreciated.

meri neend churanewali, mai teri neend haram karunga
yaa tu mujhse shadi kar la,varna thujhko mai badnaam karunga
charcha hogi teri meri har nukkad chaorhon pe
jeena mushkil ho jaega udati hui afvahon se
aate jate log kasenge,dekh dekh tujhko tana
namumkin ho jaega phir, kahin tera aana jana
mammi papa ,chacha chachi sabhi raat din koshenge
kya hoga is namurad ka ,har waqt yahi sab sochenge
jaag udhege dar dar ke too aadhi aadhi raaton me
chehra mera dikh jayega, jab jab tujhko khaabo me
chand sitare phool aur kaliyna,tujhko kuchh na bhayege
aesi halat ho jayegi, jab yaad hamari ayegi
devdas mujhe karne wali, khush na tu rah payegi
thukra ke mujhko ek din tu, paro sa pachhtayegi
tod canection sare mujhse,kahin teri ab, katiya na dal payegi
har khambe ke neeche mujhko , sada khada tu payegi
bewafai teri mai ek pal,aur na ab bardast karunga
ya tu majhse shadi kar le , varna tujhko mai badnaam karunga
yaad aati mujhko ab wo, beeti hui saari baate
tere chakkar me khai hain, jaane kitno se laate
bap tumahra har din mujhko raste me hadkata tha
naa milne ki dhamki dekar , gundo se pitwata tha
jaane kitne ghav diye hai,mujhko tere bhai ne
hawalaat ki sair kari thee,maine isi julai me
bhool gayi tu wo sare din,jab ham tum ghooma karte the
roj nai picture aur phir , hotal me khaya karte the
pachhtata hoon aaj sochkar, apni pahle ki galti
tere chakkar me phans apni,sab jebe khaale kar dee
jaane kitna maal udaya, maine tere nakhroon pe
haalat yeh hai , aaj khaa raha thokar dar dar sadkon pe
loot ke mujhko itne din tak, tu aaj dikhate hai dhenga
kasham khuda ki tera aashik, tujhko aise naa jane dega
apna ke to dekh mujhe mai , jeevan "tere naam" karunga
ya tu mujhse shadi kar le, varna tujhko mai badnaam karunga

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sanjeev shukla